The picture says it all.

chubbiness doesnt grows on me day by day

chubbiness dont grow on people day by day.

know what , i fucking hate my fat cheek.
baby fats. whatever fats . i just hate it .
i just feel a little more confident without them growing on my face , and i cant slap them off.
damnnnnnnn.

And . anyway . i dont trust people , & fyi i dont expect people to trust me too.
if you do , and i give you out , i dont see the need to say sorry .
cause in the first place , i told you i cant be trusted.
& when people sold out my trust, i will do everything i can to get back to them
so , when are you ready for the battle my dear?
tell me when you are ready . love you .
& thanks for telling him everything he need to know . 

this is where all the fun begins.

Yesterday was the last paper. major screw up. Godnesss
.After paper went home , tk a rest. walk my dog then start to prepare to go out . Went for praying w daddy first. then went to meet sister ,
initially wna go town , but last minute went for vivo instead.
Wanted to shop for xmas present but to no avail. & top shop cute blue top caught my eye , but the price also damn nice.$80 . nabeyxxz. so gave up the idea of buying.
then sis suggest to chill @ starbucks as her shoes is killing her  ,
so my money was all spend on makan again . –”

seriously , singapore living standards is seriously poking a hole through my wallet ( okay ,i m off topic again )
Then went to the rooftop to chil & camwhore. my fringe wasnt in condition.

)): so less pictures. hahaYea, overall great chilling day ,
but no barang barang gain . nabeyxzxz. )): 

Get over you . J

“ I think I’m going to stop talking to you. Because when we do talk, we talk either for hours, or only a couple of minutes. And then, we don’t talk again until a couple of weeks have past. But that conversation is the exact one we had before. It’s like starting over again, and again. And during those couple of weeks we don’t talk, I can’t get you off my mind and I wish that I could talk to you again. But I’m tired of it, and I want to move on. I’m only hurting myself as long as you’re on my mind. “

- raindropsonredrose .

i hope </3

B lifeless.

Good nerds go crazy too.

 

exams stress are overwhelming .
i seriously need some fresh air to breath.
everyday , i do the same routine of sleep wake up eat & study .
=( i m going mad very soon.
Seriously Miss . B wna have some fun , partying , seesha-ing , going back to the life i used to have. before any of them went in.

B , is seriously not texting anymore. but well. he did calls @ times of the days.
Just that i miss texting .
I understand that he is busy . but i miss the routine of texting .
Oh anyway . B is going to put a new tattoo. cant wait to see the result  .
Luck B.
& me , i m going to continue lifeless life 3rd day .

On a brighter note. meeting w sis to discuss xmas plan tomorrow .
Cant wait ^^

please let it be over.

dying every second.
exams killing me .
2 more to go. then its party !
Pimples making me damn fustrated. Cb –’

2nd day , and i m going to continue my lifeless life .

Not that into you .

哭过就好了。

ultimately , if a guy is interested , he can move mountains , swim through sea , just to see you ,& he would do anything to reach you .
Assy then said , you can move mountains for him to reach you.
 Although it sounds lame , but its kinda true ,
i mean if me & him just keep standing @ the same place , there wont be even any single hope left.
so is either of us moving forward. if he is not , then i m .
不过，真的好难。近退两难。

on a happier note. i have decide to get my tounge pierce . after much decision between lips&tounge.
i hope i would be a new girl after =D
And now i m so sleeepy ,but i cant sleep. toss and turn !
who says sleeping early is good. i slpt @ 10 . then i start to wake up @ 12 . and then my body clock is fucking mess up now.
& then . i start to fucking think of him , what the fuck ! –”
ask me t go die please someone .
On a sadder note . B isnt messaging me tonight , i wonder where he gone to ? clubbing ?  
& on a most sadder note , no one is messaging me ! knn, slping already lah!

Amazing art.

this is a painting found in a subway in someplace on the earth,
Amazing isnt it .
=DDD
even me , who is not a huge fanxzxz of art find it incredulously amazing.

PS: incredulously – meant Expressive of disbelief =D

& Today i learn a new word & its usage. sibeyzxzx proud. now i m going back to my STRA revision, knn, topic 1 kill 10 mil brain cells of mine already. =(

i like this tattoo very much . &
i love tattoo. i dk why tumblr cant like or reblog. so i decide to post it up !
go to fuckyeahtattoos.tumblr.com 
many many more nice tatts. =DD

B the sunshine .

If someone comes into your life and becomes a part of you but for some reasons he couldn’t stay, don’t cry too much.. Just be glad that your paths crossed and somehow he made you happy even for a while.
- Raindropsonredroses.tumblr.com

i will wait till the day i finally move on . but for now i would just have to smile & live through everyday .

studied.& talks with sister winx & jo today .
and bloody hell. two chapter of civil water technology made me spin .
i cant imagine how i am going to get through this exam week.
& Today B send me a sweet message that brights up my whole day .
& its so kinda cute that our name starts with B. & had J inside too.

 
& for people who thinks i m a play girl , i m not .
It just happens that the guy i like dont like me , & i must move on . 
.this is the whole pathetic situation , so please dont listen to half of the story & judge me alright.
& moreover. B is just someone that help me move on. & fyi . he is just a friend.