Valentine is near ,
So what you readers doing? Spending it with someone special?
Well, for me , its gonna be another work day, thn i will go and watch gore movie alone , home and tumblr.
Sounds like a perfect idea for singles?
Hmmm. Or pathetic?
What are you readers gonna do?
So by the way , fyi , i hate valentine day . Always do. I don`t and never will understand why people actually care about this day so much
if you are in love , everyday will be a valentine for you.
Alright , maybe i m just jealous. whatever .
And , i m not very fine trying to forget A either ,
Sometimes a song reminds me of him , sometimes road name ,
I feel so much like giving up , and going back to him again ,
But part of me knows its not right , and yes , so everyday i need to force myself to forget him , even though probably one thousand replays of our past is replaying ,
Its killing me you know.
Kills me to act that i dont give a damn about you anymore,
Truth is , i still care , how could i not? How could a person just forget someone this easily.
Not for me, i m superbly emotionally attached to almost anyone , anything.
I guess , i cant fall. i guess i need to try to put a lock to my heart.
But well. i miss you. & sometimes. i really hate myself so much for loving you this much.
